LoNeLy...

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TIRED of my working day today, since I have to catch-up the whole three days of work (payback for Sunday, Monday and today!). Geez... the accumulated chores at the office with the never ending workload. And what do they said?

"Cepat lor!..."

Sometimes I think that my towkey-nyior and my office-mates are blind since childbirth!

This is all happens when the unexpected becomes expected. Makes me regret to offer more helps in the future. Typical of them, once you help them do some errrans, they will force you to do the same stuff again, and again... You are a lazy bum if you don't do that. Even any holidays does not give any meaning to them. Work, work, work! Well, if no double-pay, don't expect me to turn-up! And don't bother to call on my off-day (my hand-phone seems deliberately out of batery). I deliberately forgot to charge them. Oops!

Erm, these days I don't have any hearts to go out as often as I did. Most of my outstation friend are not available. Most of them are buzy preparing for their Christmas. I wonder why I have so many outstation friends...

Trying to post about lonelyness, I found out (while image-surfing with Cooliris) that there are more lonely guys out there who seems to have sadder days than me. At least, I still have the energy and hope to find someone. Isk

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Meeting Osama's Lost Twin.

THE internet connection at my office was down today, so I rushed to MAA buildings just to issue some cover notes.

In the afternoon, I took the liberty by calling Mr. Ahmad, my friend who works as an officer for EPF. His office is just a block away. We chatted with all out hearts out. And I managed to take some picture of him to be put into my blog, with permission of course.

He then told me to look for videos in youtube and search for ‘Osama lost twin’. Just to share you guys what the video is about… Ahaha.

I told him he has another ‘twin’ who lives near to my home. After mentioning the name, Ahmad then stated that the person IS his real brother. Yikes!

Recommendation

AFTER much thought and considered opinion from the people around me, I have made my decision. It was hard. Part of me wanted to go, and the rest told me to stay.

Ditelan mati mak, diluah mati bapak

• Tried the Pro & Cons Approach: - ah, same result!
• Tried asking for firm opinion from friends: - some are for, and some are against. Interestingly, most (not all) of positive opinion I got are from the people from the Government Sector.
• Tried to bring it into my dreams, just in case: - Did not remember anything accept for a background song sung by Illyana. Huh, just like talking about my dream's soundtrack!
• And tried my last resort: - called the office directly this morning and asked for more information. What I did find out that there is no permanent vacancies available, and this post was not in the past advert that I have applied for. The higher pay is already included with the allowance.

So, I've decided to

DECLINE the offer
and wait for another chance
(which may or may not come by...)
Isk

Did thank the person (Mr. Dusil) for his consideration and asked him to call me if anymore vacancy available in the future, especially for Sibu or Kuching.

Thank your all for your opinions, heated forum in Mychubs (mirc Dalnet), friends from BBM and YM last night.

Guess that I will stay longer here than expected… ehehe

Undecided (Help!)

AROUND 1430 hrs today, in the middle of bz-nak-mampus-MonDay, I got a call that I did not expect to receive.

“Sekejap yer” a soft spoken voice was heard. Hmm, must be a cute girl. What have I done this time? “Sapa lah nak mintak bayar hutang nih…” I thought.

“Ini dari Lembaga Lada Hitam. Ada datang interview tempoh hari tak?” And I answered yes. Oh o, finally I got the long waited result. This should be good.

“Dukacitanya dimaklumkan permohonan anda gagal.”

What the F**K! Taking all the trouble just to inform my application was rejected. Probably this is the government new policy to be more transparent – directly call just to tell us the down-in-the-drain results rather than leave it for at least 6 months.

“Tapi pihak kami ingin menawarkan satu kekosongan sebagai Pembantu Hal Ehwal xxx…" (xxx is used because I really don’t remember the last word)

“… di MIRI...” Oh oh.

“...taraf kontrak...” Double trouble!

“...gaji lebih kurang sama dengan N17...” Hmmm

“...lapur diri 2 haribulan 9 nih...” Er, no comment.

“Encik boleh hubungi saya esok untuk memberi jawapan.” What? Less than 24 hours to think about it and reply?

Arghh, what should I do? My mom, hearing the news, immediately call my aunt in Miri that I will be coming. Wuyooo, Blom apa2 dah ketuk beduk!

Undecided, I started to send sms most of my friend about this and ask for their opinion.

Currently, after more than 40 sent messages; got few replies.:

• Misia: (voice call) Ala, nama jampat amai kita kat gi dien? Nyau la kawan aku situk. Pagilak aku gi Kapit 3 ari, tinduk diak. ok bai.
• Johan CBO: (voice call) Aih, amik ajak, ada mak madah tek, rugi ko sik amik... mcm tempat aku tok, cekgu sandaran ya, seribu lebih gaji ya.
• Klangchub: Tak yah g lah erk. Bunyi mcm xbest jer. Ermmm... Kalau g jugak, makin jauh la kita.
• Jamil Sibu: Gaji brp? Taraf hdp miri mahal.
• Mil Matsak: (1st sms) Venture ba, apa salahnya. (2nd sms) Bila nk celebrate tuk? Sblm kau chow, jelaskan rm150 dolok hehehe... (3rd sms) Jgn d pikir gilak. Pegi ja krna masa dpnya bah. Enjoi blh d cari & jumpa d mana2, yg ptng masa dpn mak oi!
• David Medica 013: Boleh cuba.
• SexlyChub: Kalo gaji skel spm utk apa..
• Isot JPJ: Trimak jak.Bgs ya.Kontrak brapa?
• Hasan JPJ: (voice call) Apahal madah aku? Hahaha, takut ko lekat kat kotrak ajak, mcm Lembaga Lada Hitam di Lanang ya, byk kontrek sampei bertahun2. Takut sidak tuk sakit nak konfirm.
• Fadzly Klang: (voice call) kalo setakat naik RM200 jer tak yah ler... Ko gi sembahyang istiqarah la mlm nih.
• Jason sibo: Hey bagusla klu mcm2,ada ofer.rezeki u,jgn tolak,bkn senang nak dpt.ambil saja ofer 2, peluang skali saja klu x kena tungu byk tahun. congratulation!

Erm, how do I choose?

In the mean time, it's time for me to write my resignation letter, just in case...