Musafir Rindu

BEEN a while since I have posted anything on this blog, though I have never, ever, abandoned it....

Not because of the lack of ideas recently (blame it on Facebook, hik), rather I have not acquired any right mood to post (nor brag) of anything worthy in this blog nowadays.

But I'll try my best,... I promise.

Came across a new duet from Ramli Sarip and Dayang Nurfaizah, entitled, 'Musafir Rindu', literally mean 'the Longing Traveler'.

I interpreted it as how someone miss dearly for his/hers lost one, and prayed the beloved will be in peace in afterlife.. Almost got in tears for listening this song tonight...

For my late brother, Mohd Amran Mohd Ibrahim, and my late father, Hj Mohd Ibrahim Mohd Hanifa,.. I do miss and love you, even though I have never showed it. Al-Fatihah...

Dalam doa ku            (In my prays)
Ku sebut nama mu    (I've mentioned your name)
tenanglah dikau        (May you rest in peace)
Sayang ku                 (My love)

Long Distance Relationships

(image: http://www.explodingdog.com/title/longdis.html)

I still remembered my first long distance relationship (LDR) which started around 9 to 10 years ago.

It started with a cordial chat, through mIRC, with a person who are from the land which formerly known as Temasek. “Pelangi Petang”, sung by the late Sudirman Haji Arshad, brought back the memories. Mind you, even our LDR did not last long, but it is long enough for me to understand the meaning of love, kindness, patience and despair. Not forgetting the experience of having a person occupying your heart throughout the ordeal.

After that, my love life wandered like the small soap bubbles in the sink – circling into the vortex which eventually will be drained out through that darn pipe. Having a network of close friends during those years somewhat occupy the void feeling I had then.

Through this, I would like to send a thousand loves and kisses to my friends from Bigboyz (formerly known as MyChub). Without the emotional supports from you guys, my world will be as dark and lonely as I would ever imagined.

Life goes on…

I followed my heart which landed me back to the Land of the Hornbills. If not, this would be my second LDR. The life pace here is totally the opposite of what I had back in KL. But I was determined, committed with what I have chose and was happy of it. Period.

Until,… something, somewhere, the relationship started to aged over time. We became duller and further apart. And it ended with a reminder that no matter how you chose or took to sustain a relationship, LDR or non-LDR, you are and always be an outsider in other’s family’s niche.

We finally parted with a mutual agreement. Though we are not together anymore, there is still a bond which reminded who we are before and after a long relationship.

Second stage…

I am back to my hometown, and prepared for any circumstances that comes along the way. Or it was my first thought… Getting laid here is rather easy. Hik. But getting someone to fill your heart is a challenge.

And as a single happy-go-lucky person in this town, I cannot avoid of the love-hate lonely feeling that keep haunting me all these time…

I started from a scratch here,.. and (maybe) I have met someone… and it is another LDR all over again…

Arghhhhhh!